(Thursday, July 17, 2008 / 7:15 PM)
Sorry.I just can't seem to talk to you.
In the past, we have been talking,joking all this while.
I just can't forget the incident that took place.
The memories still remained impact in my mind, but I just do not know how to face you.
Maybe those memories we have for past 3 years have shattered into smithereens, leaving those hallucination on my mind.
Everytime when I was thinking of how to face you, my heart was palpitating.
When I faced you the last time, I will not hesitate to approach you, but it is happening.
I just do not know what's happening to me, those fears overcome me.
I just can't give up on the friendship we have.
What goes around, comes around.
I deserved to be punished by god.
These sorrowful feelings just make me hurt.