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I'm a selfish jerk and I'm utterly remorseful. :'(
It starts like this, I was on my way back from school, using the daily route that I'd always used when I go to school.
I was listening to the earpiece while playing my phone, out of the sudden, something just struck my eyes.
So it happened to be a old man sitting in a wheelchair.
Normally when someone is seated on the wheelchair, someone is there to push you right?
But it's not, in fact he is using his feet to move the wheelchair instead of using his hand to push the wheels.
Moreover, a plenty of Salonpas patch was paste all around his hand!
I felt so dishearten when I just stared at him , but his face's emotion tells me that he's having a difficulty to move.
Courage was my biggest Achilles' heel, I dared not to approach him to ask whether he need help.
Also, he's like groaning in a soft voice. Upon that moment, I felt like stabbing my heart simultaneously.
In addition, thinking of the Chinese comprehension paper I took this morning. It was about 礼仪(manners).
I have taken another huge blow from that upon not helping the old man.
How I wish it could have rewind, by pushing him to his destination. :(
My guilt was further exacerbated by my shame.